lol this shall be a happy post
cause im happy =P
i dunno why lol
its juz the mood

pastor ulf is coming tomorrow!
i am thrilled haha
can't wait

i wanna go jamming!
i haf alot of songs in my mind haha
and its fun to worship Him in a band
hope we can go on saturday...

2/23/2006 10:35:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

i dunno wads gotten into me again...
this is irritating...
nw valentine's day has passed...
oh yeah i spend it wif my grandma...
i cut my hair and got a new watch...
this time i will treasure it haha...
dun wanna lose it again...

wednesday i went to give my 1st "tuition"
not tuition cuz im juz helping...
not really charging anything
haha... tt day i nv wear specs, then i forgotten how shao ying looks like
haha then we keep trying to look around for familiar faces
not bad la... i didnt get very nervous...
but still i cant teach the mr ang's standard...
haha he's the best... miss him... next time can go back and visit him
we went on and on for bout 2 and half hours...
quite fun la... locus ma... i love locus
cuz its so easy =P
then she ask me bout frequency stuff... i sian lol...
lucky kee wei still rmb... if nt i die

then today torrance introduced me to this box frenzy game...
i got a hang of it and my score got higher and higher...
so i became a little arrogant and tried to compete wif torrance...
then when i finally beat him, i sorta went abit overboard and he blocked me on msn
juz nw i even disliked him for being so petty...
and its my fault actually...
sometimes i really feel damn bad bout myself...
its like... always being the one who is useless
and untalented and lousy and stupid and clumsy...
and when i thought i am better at some one at smth, i luff at them
wad kinda stupid man am i...
maybe i am gd at smth... making ppl angry
sigh...

2/18/2006 12:49:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

haha wad a nice week end i had
haha friday i rcv my results...
mrs woo 1st time tell me "can get into jc but not very good"
lol my heart sank...
even though i told myself wadever happens, its a better way cuz He planned it...
but still... there was this disappointment in knowing i got 17...
=/ then at that night... haha managed to recover abit thru daryl's party and anime fights

saturday cg =)
supposed to play praise "Hold Me Close"
but =/ i didnt really know how to play
and didnt haf time to work it out becuz it was so last minute...
so kee wei took over...
once again... its like... never mind lor let him take over
doesnt matter anyway...
but then still its like... a voice inside telling me its becuz im nt gd enuff tts why
haha and then p & w was good
His presence really flowed very well and He picked me up once again and embraced me
=) after tt, sermon was gd, fellowship was gd haha

today i had my water baptism service!
haha yeah my stepdad allowed me to go
haha love him =P
and i also love my cg members!
they r so gd... came to accompany and witness my baptism
then gave me gifts and prayed for me
haha... thank you all
im really touched and i enjoyed myself
even those who couldnt come its ok ^^
yeah then we went to kopitiam for lunch
=D ariel treated sean and i to minced pork noodle (ba chuo mee) lol
then we go shopping at Jurong Point
trying to find present for chee wee
clair dragged me from lvl 3 to lvl 2 to lvl 1 then to lvl 3 then back down
lol... walk until her toes cramped =/
haha dun dare carry her =P
was fun la... =)
then we went jamming at katong shopping centre but had to wait till 7.40pm
and we were there at 6.50pm
so we went up to silver bowl and bowled 2 games, me sean and chee wee
haha fun lor... my skills nv rust =P
but my spinning skills rusty lol
hehe jamming session
we were posting studio 4
the lousiest studio i've seen
bass cable spoil
bad lightings
small room
untuned instruments
no keyboards
and hot
haha we went to ask for change
after tt we moved to studio 1
haha like 3 times as big and better
so we played alot of songs by delirious? and some random songs
and we also played a song composed by chee wee
haha the presence was there... flow was ok
and it was very shiok...
i love bassing... ^^
tts bout it la... thank you all for letting me haf such a great time =)
i love you all

2/13/2006 12:44:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

okie... so its erm... 2 weeks since i last posted
its the year of the doggies lol...
and lets start wif cny shall we...
lol firstly i got alot quite alot of angbaos this year =D
700+++
but my mum took away 100+
left 600++++
so i gave everything to building fund...
lol...
and something interesting happen during cny
i went to my grandma's hse to bai nian
then a cute lil dog came outside the door
lol... and its really cute...
it ate alot of bak kwa -.-"
lol but then we returned it to the owner the next day
=/ year of the dog...
then after that i went wif sean to andy's hse to haf our reunion dinner no. 2
lol... then we play texas hold'em poker
hehe the Apple iPod company consisting of sean, yvonne and i won the deciding match
and then we play mahjong the next day... using chips
haha i anyhow win alot

lol next... CG
wah it felt so long since our last cg meeting
lol... maybe becuz its such a big change...
in location, size, and i was starting to play for praise
yeah i played "Everyday"
well... it all went on really well until... my fingers cramped
trust me it was not painful, but its freaking hard to press the correct chords since my fingers are all cramped together...
but yeah... cg was nice... presence was strong... sean's grandma felt it in the room lol
im gonna play better next week...

Delirious? came to visit our church and had worship services last week
it was a very fun praise and worship time
lol but our church was like so quiet...
i barely hear anyone singing
but the flow was still there...
and Delirious? muz be like the best boy band in the whole world lol

this week... is gonna come like a big blow
haha o lvl results... on friday...
cg on saturday
water baptism on sunday
heh... every little thing gonna be alright
shall post after my results
stay tuned for great news

2/07/2006 07:48:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY